Today is the day!

So it is 4:30am and I am on my way to Richmond hospital for my proximal laparoscopic Roux en Y procedure. I cannot say I am excited. It is way to damn early to say anything happy. I have a feeling I am goin to be late, which pisses me off more. I better not be late!  Anyhow. My biggest fear going into today is not responding to meds. I do not have a very good history with medications and I am hoping it works to control my pain. 

I am grumpy this morning, and just want to get this over with. I am so done with waiting and am ready to wake up in pain and start the healing process. 

Until later~