So tomorrow I start my pre-op diet. I dont think there is anyhting that I feel deprived of. I am however noticing that my skin on my belly is beginning to show some signs of sag. Looks like I will be having a lot of loose belly skin after all this. I am afraid that I will not be able to accept this skin, but I am still going to try. I hope to be accepting of my loose skin, and I hope the skin will at least be "hide-able". I think I am ok with loose skin, but I hope I have skin that falls flat, and not bubbly.
This is what I am hoping for. It still sucks, but it is hide-able and manageable
This is what I desperately DO NOT WANT!!!! See how bumpy it is, and how wrinkly it is.
I know this seems shallow, and I agree it is, but I have hated my body for so long, I am just hoping I can work with whatever I am left with. Only time will tell
I am so excited, I am 2 weeks away from surgery. So far I am 36 KM away from my 100KM goal. So I better get cracking. I am hoping to do another 5 KM today.